Al-Azhar !

 Went Al-Azhar with Agustine and Liwen today .

Al-Azhar is like a outdoor restaurant with all the different types of food , ranging from indian to malay to chinese to western and even thai . It is located at 11/11A Cheong Chin Nam Road , which is opposite Bukit Timah Shopping Ctr .

Had this iced lime tea ! Well I thought I orderd lemon tea but apparently not .

And of course their famous prata !! They've a lot of different type of prata !

And roti-john , which is like super BIG so I shared with Liwen !

Our total bill ! The price is pretty worth it ! 

Oh yes then I went to Chinatown for my first drums lesson of my entire life ! Tino Live Music , it's cooperated with Music Forest , which is the music company that has artiste like JJ Lin and Stephanie Sun .

This view seems so instagramable to me .

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HELIAAAA;

Hi darlings !

Suddenly had this super strong urge to blog , blog about this group of awesome people in my life , HELIA , my FOC sub-group . I realised I didn't have a post dedicated to the craziest bunch of people I've met in poly . 

Oh well , since foc was held before school even started , they're like the first group of people I know in poly . And I guess it's because of that , some of us are really pretty close to each other . Though there are like quite a few who went MIA ya you-know-who . 

Just digged out a couple of photos since the camp itself , to our helia outings , dinners together , hanging around , and even our unglam oovoo times !! 

When more than half of the helia mates went out for movie together ! This means war !

When we had dinner together at mkp .

Our pastamania date .

Pretty faces at mkp .

Our 'group photo' on the last day of foc , but a couple of them left earlier ! SIGH .

The night when none of us dare to fall asleeep .... cos you-know-what will happen ...

Cheryl over at my family chalet .

I AM SO CUTE 

OOVOO TIMEEE !

Omg kenneth so gay /coughs

When we were all at Scape chilling ..

Oh those muscles hmm .

The only GL that I'm quite close to which isn't from helia ! 9GAG

I miss all the epic and fun moment with these people . During foc itself or even after foc when we hang out , see each other in school or etc . I may not be as important in their lives but yeah they're a bunch of pretty important people to me . Those I'd genuinely care for .

I really really love camps a lot , I love that kind of bond between humans . That's probably the reason why I want to be in npsu . Signed up for both challengers camp and subcomm , and hopefully I'd get in for both .

CTs is round the corner so everybody should study and we'll definitely hang out more after that hehe can't wait for it .

PS/ MY SUBGROUP MATES ARE AWESOME
PSS// MY GLS ARE AWESOME DANIELLE KENNETH ANDALA
PSSS/// I'M THE AWESOMEST

xoxo

Going strong !

Hey babes !

Omg I really feel damn awesome ! Alrd 6 weeks and I have yet to re-wear any of my tops ! ^^ I'M STILL GOING STRONG YAAAA ~~

OMG STRESSSS

All the quizzes and upcoming common tests are killing me bit by bit . I'd screw anyone that says poly life is slack and whatsoever ! Somemore it's ACCUMULATIVE gpa , so I must do well no matter what . Sobs .

I've been trying to study #nokidding , but seems like there isn't any use .. 

Well I'm always pissing those people who are trying to teach me off . When I say I don't understand a shit , I literally don't understand a shit . I don't say it just for the sake of saying it . So I'm like damn stupid yes damn dumb and of course when smart people teach dumb asses like us , they get damn pekchek . 

WHAT TO DO 

But I really thank God for these people yaaaaaay . Well at least they made me understand a bit here and there . Especially Liwen , I can do compro now thanks to her and I'm a happy kid !!!! If only I could understand engmec and eltech ..

Enough of studies , damn tired of it .

Omg my so called 'pimple-outbreak' all of a sudden it's cos of facial !! Obviously the damn-oh-bloody-painful squeezing of pimples made everything looked worse !! ); Even those teeny-weeny pimples that couldn't be seen previously could be seen . 

CRYING

Yes it's about time to emo .. #kidding I don't emo on purpose for god's sake . It's just you know , being a #cancer , it's like being a moody bitch ! Super scary moodswings hmm . I can be like damn happy , then suddenly damn sad and cry , then suddenly damn angry and burst ! Well that's the awesome-ness of a #cancer . 

Still , I really wanna thank my family and friends , the people who came and never left . I know , people come and go , but still I take it very personally about it . Thinking if it was my fault that they left , or whatsoever . Over-thinking really kills ! 

Personally I over-think A LOT , especially when I'm alone . That's why I'm always moody at night . I always think about unnecessary shits , like what are you trying to imply when you say that , when you do that , when you tweet that , when you blog about that . And I'd think until everything links to me . Oh well it's just me .

I'm just gonna live my life this way since there isn't anything I can do to change . 

XOXO

Rants;

Hey babes , sorry I just need somewhere to rant so yeah please bear with me .

SOBS .

It's just like week 6 and all the shitty 'friendship' stuffs is happening . I mean like seriously , it's so secondary school isn't it ? We're supposed to be mature poly students , we're even considered young adults but we're all acting like kids . 

I mean , isn't it just basic courtesy to let your friend know that you're not meeting her ? You don't let her wait like a bloody moron for you right ? It's like common sense hello . Just one simple text that states you can't meet her today , is it really that hard ?

It's like so secondary school , like kids , no common sense no basic courtesy at all . Oh well what can I do , SUCK IT UP .

And doing stuffs like this after a super long apology text just makes no sense to me , seriously . WHAT IRONY . 

In the first place , it isn't even entirely your fault . I'm at fault being all sensitive like I am like that . And the feeling of being USED by someone is really not good , I swear . 

I was USED because of you , I was USED to make you happy , I was USED to let you get closer to him , I was USED to let you both get together and I was USED even after your breakup . Just how happy do you want me to be after being USED like that . 

WOW OH WOW 

I'm amazed that I can endure all these shits previously . I mean if I'm still in secondary school I'd definitely have flare and rage like a kid . But I thought you would understand , and show me more care and concern like you never did . Well , I got more shits . 

Am I supposed to endure all these as well ?! Maybe I should right . JUST SUCK IT UP .

I always care about everyone around me , always protecting my loved ones , just like a mother you said . And now it's like all my 'hard work' didn't pay off . It's just my caring and protecting becomes like a bloody busybody . 

I GET IT I REALLY DO .

So now I'm just gonna start to learn to love myself more , protect and care for myself instead of being a bloody busybody . I'm going to mind my own business , not gonna care about how you're hurt . I just have to learn to not bother at all . 

It's hard for me to not care about my friends like you , but I'll learn . 

SOBS

Sobs;

Hello my dears .

It's like my 5th week in poly and yay I can't cope with my studies . Well done woman ! Like seriously , how am I able to get into a university like this . I really suck deep shit .

So yeah poly is not that fun ya , but still fun ya hahahaha . Well you know pretty awesome people all around but still there just isn't anyone I can rely on all the time . Oh well that's just life , got to face the reality . People who'd just say 'I'll be there for you' aren't always there ya , just suck it up and move on .

Oh yes I think I'm in love now , oh dear what's wrong with me . Sobs . Tearing up everytime I think of you , but seriously I'm getting tired of all these shits . You're always so hot and cold , like yeah just stop being such a bitch will you huh . 

WHATEVER .

SOBS .

I'll give my last teeny weeny hope to you , just hope you don't crush it like you always would . 

xoxo

I'M BACK

HEY LOVELIES !!

Omg it's been so long since I last blogged , but it's because of this stupid blogger that died on me when I tried to blog about foc ! But forget it , too much it's overr .

So hey how's life people .

Poly life alrd started about a month or so , and I'm getting pretty used to it . Coming to school with a heavy bag and a heavy lappy , watching running man in tutorials and lectures , hated this stupid lecturer to the core , making fun of classmates , hanging out till super late at night .

Oh well , it's normal for me to get home after 9 , and even before 12 .

I HANG OUT LIKKA COOL KID .

So yeah , I wouldn't say I prefer poly friends to secondary school friends , or neither would I say I prefer secondary school friends to poly friends . Nawww it's good and bad it's in own ways .

Still struggling with studies as per normal , and I don't know why am I still blogging here now during tutorial and not listening to this compro shit .

WHATEVER

xoxo;

I know all of you are happy that I'm back to blogging hehe .